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Immaculate Conception
02:56
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they beat him
and claim to be his victim
greed and self gain is encouraged
thruth is quickly swept away
mary's abortion is eve's apple
but he survived
he is the jew, the arab,
the faggot, antichrist
rejected by this world
rejected
rejected by this world
outcast by your narrow vision
we will tear down your lies
and we will burn down your world
god's refuse is the devils plaything
he is abomination
he is freedom, he is air,
he is salvation
mary's abortion is eve's apple
but he survived
he is the jew, the arab,
the faggot, antichrist
he is the reverse of all you know
the inverse of all you believe
he is the opposite of your savior
a godless world's antichrist
you had your chance
to avoid this
just a small sign
but malice rules your heart
i need someone to hurt
i need someone to hurt
i need someone to hurt
i need someone to hurt me
you showed us no mercy
now you beg for your life
you showed me no mercy
now beg
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i've lived a fucked up life
and i've got the scars to show it
i'm proud to bear this pain
this cross of sin
i have no shame in who i am
no remorse in what i've become
and you can cast your judgements
but you can never understand
until you've walked in my shoes
so cast your fucking stones
i don't care anymore
you can't hurt me any more
than i've already hurt
and i've learned
the price of trust
i've felt the sting
of a thousand knives in my back
and you can put a label on me
over something as trivial as my looks
or make your assumptions
based on hearsay
you can hide comfortably behind
your fucking wall of ignorance
but what does that say about you?
what the fuck do you stand for?
so cast your fucking stones
i don't care anymore
you can't hurt me any more
than i've already hurt
and i've learned
the price of trust
i've felt the sting
of a thousand knives in my back
i've learned from my mistakes
and i've removed all you mistakes from my life
i may forgive you for what you've done
but i will never forget
but i will never forget
no, i will never forget
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3. |
Your Real Face
02:44
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though i have regrets
i'm glad this all happened
so i can see your true face
i'm glad this happened
so i can see who my true friends are
for those of you who traded me off
when some cunt stirred the shit
you can all go fuck yourselves
i don't need your fake friendship
fucking with my life
fucking with my life
though i feel the pain
i'm glad that this happened
now i see your true face
and though i want to die
i'm glad that this happened
cause now i know who you really are
for all of you that stopped believing in me
without even bothering to talk to me
you can all go fucking drown in your own shit
for those of you who traded me off
when some cunt stirred the shit
you can all go fuck yourselves
i don't need your fake friendship
fucking with my life
fucking with my life
fucking with my life
fucking with my life
embrace the hatred
because the pain itself is too much to bear
now i know what you're all about
i know who you truly are
how could i ever
have trusted you at all
love twisted to hate
now i see your real face
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4. |
God
04:41
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I don't believe in god
cause i would have to hate him
for all he's done
for all he's taken away
but i don't believe in god
so in the end the pain will conclude
feel nothing in the cold ground
the nothingness becomes a relief
but before i go
i want to rain my destruction on you all
i want you to feel all my pain
when i go i want this world to die with me
i don't believe in god
god's just another word for murder
he will kill us all
just as he slowly kills all i love
but i don't believe in god
'cause if he exists
he's nothing more than a murderer
sadistic and full of hate
before i die
i want to rip this whole fucking world apart
i want you all to feel pain
i want you all to die
now i am god
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5. |
Dark Desires
02:47
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you're a sweet young thing
your innocent mind so fragile
i can teach you to twist it
shape it to your hearts dark desires
so be my victim
and i promise you
nothing will be the same
your innocent purity
tastes so sweet
i'll rip you open
and infect you with my disease
and over time
i'll make you mine
i'll turn your pure beauty
into grotesquerie
your dark beauty
bringing me to my knees
emanating a black light
melting my heart and paralyzing me
and one day you'll become
a monster like me
lurking in shadow
we can feed off our misery
so be my victim
and when you look in the mirror
you'll want to die
your dark beauty
bringing me to my knees
emanating a black light
melting my heart and paralyzing me
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6. |
The Price Of Trust
03:47
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you promised me
and i believed
you told me you cared
i thought it meant something
you promised me
and i believed
you promised me
you promised me
such a beautiful liar
fooled by a pretty face
seemingly so innocent
trust has cost me dearly
you sold me out
to save yourself
you lied to me
you've ruined my life
you fooled me
and everyone else
you promised me
you promised me
a beautiful liar
a fool for a pretty face
not so innocent (whore)
oh the price of trust
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7. |
Abandoned
05:42
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you think you have it all
but you're fragile and weak
it can all be torn away
so fucking easily
only now that you've lost it all
only now that it's all gone
do you realize
how little it really meant
cause nothing means anything
when you don't fucking care anymore
so abandoned so cold
when everyone has left you
and nothing remains
except the echoes of your lies
and my self hatred
delivers me to my demise
when i finally reached the bottom
there was nothing left here to keep me warm
nothing but death
and hate
and the cutting distracts my mind
from the horror of real pain
the blood makes me strong
able to withstand the atrocities
nothing means anything
when you don't fucking care anymore
so abandoned so cold
when everyone has left you
and nothing remains
except the echoes of your lies
and my self hatred
delivers me to my demise
you are small
you are weak
you are insignificant
you are nothing
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this seed you've planted
feel it growing inside me
i feel this swelling hatred
festering inside of me
breathing through my lungs
infecting my brain
i've always been angry
but i've never felt so much hate
i've lost all faith in humanity
i've lost all trust for everyone
consumed by hatred
look at what you've done
look at what i've become
i've believed in your lies
allowed myself to be victimized
but my skin has grown thick
my feelings grown numb
my love grown bitter
my lust grown sadistic
and there's a little death in us all
if i open you up i know i'll find it
i've lost all faith in humanity
i've lost all trust for everyone
comsumed by hatred
look at what you've done
look at what i've become
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9. |
Social Survivor
03:30
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I know the hatred
that runs through your veins
i know the agony
swelling in your brain
i know the despair
you're drowning in
i know the voices
you cannot escape
the world holds no justice
in it's justice systems
it's only another form
of mass control
the church has no salvation
in it's book
just another form
of mass control
i know the pain of betrayal
you give them the knife
they stab your heart out
again and again
i know the shame of defeat
drowning in your own sorrow
washed away in pain
choking on your own tears
the world holds no justice
in it's justice systems
it's only another form
of mass control
our world holds no truth
in it's forcefed history
it's only another form
of mass control
i've been a victim
a victim to their cruelty
i've been stabbed and raped
left for dead
we've all been victims
of our own catharcism
victims of our own devices
of our own design
they tore me to the bone
but these scars do grow
they grow thick
they turn me cold
I know the hatred
that runs through your veins
i know the agony
swelling in your brain
i know the despair
you're drowning in
i know the voices
you cannot escape
the world holds no justice
in it's justice systems
the church has no salvation
in it's book
our world holds no truth
in it's forecfed history
it's all another form
of mass control
i've been a victim
a victim to their cruelty
i've been stabbed and raped
left for dead
we've all been victims
of our own catharcism
victims of our own devices
of our own design
i've been a victim
but i've transcended
you're a survivor not a victim
we're survivors not victims
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10. |
Violator
03:17
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no purpose no remorse
just full of sin
no money no direction
just an insatiable lust
an addiction to the pain
in your eyes
an addiction to the fear
in your eyes
what i do to you is so wrong
the way i enjoy it is sick
what i do to you is so wrong
the way i enjoy it is sick
no god no religion
nothing to hold me back
no morals no conscience
nothing left to save you
just your addiction
to the pain
just your addiction
to the fear
what you let me do to you is so wrong
the way you enjoy it is sick
what you let me do to you is so wrong
the way you enjoy it is sick
and you'll have to live with it
for the rest of your life
the deformation will be permanent
the pain will be everlasting
and god must hate us
for making a mockery of his creation
we don't care we spit in his face
and we've rendered him obsolete
pain is your new god
self annihilation is your christ
let god try to take you back now
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11. |
Goodbye
03:07
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you were all like brothers and sisters to me
i cared about each of you
and i would be there for you
in any way i could if you needed me
i guess that's what makes this so hard
it's not the vicious things you said
you're not the first to drag me into drama
but now i must remove you from my life
i may be suicidal at times
but i still have some kind of sense of self preservation
now you've shown your true colors
i believed you were someone different
you may feel disappointed over the things
that you heard i did in my life
but really i'm the one who's disappointed
in the things you did to me
when the moment comes
you'll remember that i love you
but know that i can never
be part of you again
so goodbye my friend
goodbye
i'll always remember you
and the things that you did
i searched when you were lost
brought medicine when you were sick
gave my friendship and companionship
i opened my heart to you
but where were you when i needed you most
you left me alone
i thank you for the revelation
but it's so hard to accept
when the moment comes
you'll remember that i love you
but know that i can never
be part of you again
so goodbye my friend
goodbye
i love you
goodbye
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12. |
A Path Of Destruction
02:33
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i close my eyes
and envision pushing through
the blade breaking fragile tissue
carving a path of destruction
stubborn as i am
i refuse to stop the flow
objections arise
as always
but this red flash
of pure hatred
will carry me through
to that final moment of regret
when it's too late
to stop the end
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13. |
My Sweet Revenge
07:42
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and when it all came down
when the world caved in around me
the only thing that kept me going
was knowing the ones i loved
would always be there for me
but then they went away too
and i had nothing left
nothing but this cold and lonely hell
when everything was stripped from me
when everything i believed in and worked for
and everyone i loved was gone
all extensions of my self in ruin
my purpose destroyed
and nothing remained but the core of the man i am
in that moment of reflection
everything was saying let go
but i discovered this fire
this smoldering heat deep inside of me
this demon full of burning anger
i fed it all my pain and watched it grow
and i realized that i'm not yet finished
my hatred is still alive
my revenge drives me
and it must be satiated
now on the flipside of total destruction
amassing an arsenal to exact my revenge
you thought i was down for good
you assumed i was powerless against your betrayal
but you underestimated me
now i'm stronger than ever before
because i no longer care about anything
and you can't hurt me anymore
nothing can hurt me anymore
but i discovered this fire
this smoldering heat deep inside of me
this demon full of burning anger
i fed it all my pain and watched it grow
and i realized that i'm not yet finished
my hatred is still alive
my revenge drives me
and it must be satiated
those who tried to destroy me
will know their wrongs
and those who abandoned me
will feel my pain
the pain of my sweet revenge
my sweet revenge
i never thought revenge would taste so bitter
bitter sweet revenge
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Mary's Divine Abortion Portland, Oregon
MDA embodies the seething revenge of those outcast by society's narrow-minded ignorance. Intended for anyone who's been betrayed, lied to, or abandoned by this world and it's systems of mass control, greed and corruption. Delivering pounding seismic beats, harsh electronics and swelling soundscapes, My Sweet Revenge, the debut album, is due late 2014. ... more
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