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My Sweet Revenge

by Mary's Divine Abortion

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1.
they beat him and claim to be his victim greed and self gain is encouraged thruth is quickly swept away mary's abortion is eve's apple but he survived he is the jew, the arab, the faggot, antichrist rejected by this world rejected rejected by this world outcast by your narrow vision we will tear down your lies and we will burn down your world god's refuse is the devils plaything he is abomination he is freedom, he is air, he is salvation mary's abortion is eve's apple but he survived he is the jew, the arab, the faggot, antichrist he is the reverse of all you know the inverse of all you believe he is the opposite of your savior a godless world's antichrist you had your chance to avoid this just a small sign but malice rules your heart i need someone to hurt i need someone to hurt i need someone to hurt i need someone to hurt me you showed us no mercy now you beg for your life you showed me no mercy now beg
2.
i've lived a fucked up life and i've got the scars to show it i'm proud to bear this pain this cross of sin i have no shame in who i am no remorse in what i've become and you can cast your judgements but you can never understand until you've walked in my shoes so cast your fucking stones i don't care anymore you can't hurt me any more than i've already hurt and i've learned the price of trust i've felt the sting of a thousand knives in my back and you can put a label on me over something as trivial as my looks or make your assumptions based on hearsay you can hide comfortably behind your fucking wall of ignorance but what does that say about you? what the fuck do you stand for? so cast your fucking stones i don't care anymore you can't hurt me any more than i've already hurt and i've learned the price of trust i've felt the sting of a thousand knives in my back i've learned from my mistakes and i've removed all you mistakes from my life i may forgive you for what you've done but i will never forget but i will never forget no, i will never forget
3.
though i have regrets i'm glad this all happened so i can see your true face i'm glad this happened so i can see who my true friends are for those of you who traded me off when some cunt stirred the shit you can all go fuck yourselves i don't need your fake friendship fucking with my life fucking with my life though i feel the pain i'm glad that this happened now i see your true face and though i want to die i'm glad that this happened cause now i know who you really are for all of you that stopped believing in me without even bothering to talk to me you can all go fucking drown in your own shit for those of you who traded me off when some cunt stirred the shit you can all go fuck yourselves i don't need your fake friendship fucking with my life fucking with my life fucking with my life fucking with my life embrace the hatred because the pain itself is too much to bear now i know what you're all about i know who you truly are how could i ever have trusted you at all love twisted to hate now i see your real face
4.
God 04:41
I don't believe in god cause i would have to hate him for all he's done for all he's taken away but i don't believe in god so in the end the pain will conclude feel nothing in the cold ground the nothingness becomes a relief but before i go i want to rain my destruction on you all i want you to feel all my pain when i go i want this world to die with me i don't believe in god god's just another word for murder he will kill us all just as he slowly kills all i love but i don't believe in god 'cause if he exists he's nothing more than a murderer sadistic and full of hate before i die i want to rip this whole fucking world apart i want you all to feel pain i want you all to die now i am god
5.
Dark Desires 02:47
you're a sweet young thing your innocent mind so fragile i can teach you to twist it shape it to your hearts dark desires so be my victim and i promise you nothing will be the same your innocent purity tastes so sweet i'll rip you open and infect you with my disease and over time i'll make you mine i'll turn your pure beauty into grotesquerie your dark beauty bringing me to my knees emanating a black light melting my heart and paralyzing me and one day you'll become a monster like me lurking in shadow we can feed off our misery so be my victim and when you look in the mirror you'll want to die your dark beauty bringing me to my knees emanating a black light melting my heart and paralyzing me
6.
you promised me and i believed you told me you cared i thought it meant something you promised me and i believed you promised me you promised me such a beautiful liar fooled by a pretty face seemingly so innocent trust has cost me dearly you sold me out to save yourself you lied to me you've ruined my life you fooled me and everyone else you promised me you promised me a beautiful liar a fool for a pretty face not so innocent (whore) oh the price of trust
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Abandoned 05:42
you think you have it all but you're fragile and weak it can all be torn away so fucking easily only now that you've lost it all only now that it's all gone do you realize how little it really meant cause nothing means anything when you don't fucking care anymore so abandoned so cold when everyone has left you and nothing remains except the echoes of your lies and my self hatred delivers me to my demise when i finally reached the bottom there was nothing left here to keep me warm nothing but death and hate and the cutting distracts my mind from the horror of real pain the blood makes me strong able to withstand the atrocities nothing means anything when you don't fucking care anymore so abandoned so cold when everyone has left you and nothing remains except the echoes of your lies and my self hatred delivers me to my demise you are small you are weak you are insignificant you are nothing
8.
this seed you've planted feel it growing inside me i feel this swelling hatred festering inside of me breathing through my lungs infecting my brain i've always been angry but i've never felt so much hate i've lost all faith in humanity i've lost all trust for everyone consumed by hatred look at what you've done look at what i've become i've believed in your lies allowed myself to be victimized but my skin has grown thick my feelings grown numb my love grown bitter my lust grown sadistic and there's a little death in us all if i open you up i know i'll find it i've lost all faith in humanity i've lost all trust for everyone comsumed by hatred look at what you've done look at what i've become
9.
I know the hatred that runs through your veins i know the agony swelling in your brain i know the despair you're drowning in i know the voices you cannot escape the world holds no justice in it's justice systems it's only another form of mass control the church has no salvation in it's book just another form of mass control i know the pain of betrayal you give them the knife they stab your heart out again and again i know the shame of defeat drowning in your own sorrow washed away in pain choking on your own tears the world holds no justice in it's justice systems it's only another form of mass control our world holds no truth in it's forcefed history it's only another form of mass control i've been a victim a victim to their cruelty i've been stabbed and raped left for dead we've all been victims of our own catharcism victims of our own devices of our own design they tore me to the bone but these scars do grow they grow thick they turn me cold I know the hatred that runs through your veins i know the agony swelling in your brain i know the despair you're drowning in i know the voices you cannot escape the world holds no justice in it's justice systems the church has no salvation in it's book our world holds no truth in it's forecfed history it's all another form of mass control i've been a victim a victim to their cruelty i've been stabbed and raped left for dead we've all been victims of our own catharcism victims of our own devices of our own design i've been a victim but i've transcended you're a survivor not a victim we're survivors not victims
10.
Violator 03:17
no purpose no remorse just full of sin no money no direction just an insatiable lust an addiction to the pain in your eyes an addiction to the fear in your eyes what i do to you is so wrong the way i enjoy it is sick what i do to you is so wrong the way i enjoy it is sick no god no religion nothing to hold me back no morals no conscience nothing left to save you just your addiction to the pain just your addiction to the fear what you let me do to you is so wrong the way you enjoy it is sick what you let me do to you is so wrong the way you enjoy it is sick and you'll have to live with it for the rest of your life the deformation will be permanent the pain will be everlasting and god must hate us for making a mockery of his creation we don't care we spit in his face and we've rendered him obsolete pain is your new god self annihilation is your christ let god try to take you back now
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Goodbye 03:07
you were all like brothers and sisters to me i cared about each of you and i would be there for you in any way i could if you needed me i guess that's what makes this so hard it's not the vicious things you said you're not the first to drag me into drama but now i must remove you from my life i may be suicidal at times but i still have some kind of sense of self preservation now you've shown your true colors i believed you were someone different you may feel disappointed over the things that you heard i did in my life but really i'm the one who's disappointed in the things you did to me when the moment comes you'll remember that i love you but know that i can never be part of you again so goodbye my friend goodbye i'll always remember you and the things that you did i searched when you were lost brought medicine when you were sick gave my friendship and companionship i opened my heart to you but where were you when i needed you most you left me alone i thank you for the revelation but it's so hard to accept when the moment comes you'll remember that i love you but know that i can never be part of you again so goodbye my friend goodbye i love you goodbye
12.
i close my eyes and envision pushing through the blade breaking fragile tissue carving a path of destruction stubborn as i am i refuse to stop the flow objections arise as always but this red flash of pure hatred will carry me through to that final moment of regret when it's too late to stop the end
13.
and when it all came down when the world caved in around me the only thing that kept me going was knowing the ones i loved would always be there for me but then they went away too and i had nothing left nothing but this cold and lonely hell when everything was stripped from me when everything i believed in and worked for and everyone i loved was gone all extensions of my self in ruin my purpose destroyed and nothing remained but the core of the man i am in that moment of reflection everything was saying let go but i discovered this fire this smoldering heat deep inside of me this demon full of burning anger i fed it all my pain and watched it grow and i realized that i'm not yet finished my hatred is still alive my revenge drives me and it must be satiated now on the flipside of total destruction amassing an arsenal to exact my revenge you thought i was down for good you assumed i was powerless against your betrayal but you underestimated me now i'm stronger than ever before because i no longer care about anything and you can't hurt me anymore nothing can hurt me anymore but i discovered this fire this smoldering heat deep inside of me this demon full of burning anger i fed it all my pain and watched it grow and i realized that i'm not yet finished my hatred is still alive my revenge drives me and it must be satiated those who tried to destroy me will know their wrongs and those who abandoned me will feel my pain the pain of my sweet revenge my sweet revenge i never thought revenge would taste so bitter bitter sweet revenge

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released December 2, 2014

Damian Navratil
Noise Machine Records
Noise Machine Studio

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Mary's Divine Abortion Portland, Oregon

MDA embodies the seething revenge of those outcast by society's narrow-minded ignorance. Intended for anyone who's been betrayed, lied to, or abandoned by this world and it's systems of mass control, greed and corruption. Delivering pounding seismic beats, harsh electronics and swelling soundscapes, My Sweet Revenge, the debut album, is due late 2014. ... more

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